healing scars
It's been several weeks since I've posted, and many times over those weeks I opened my laptop only to close it minutes later with empty words in my thoughts. Let me start by saying that today, our little N looks as healthy as I could have ever hoped. He laughs heartily, he runs and tumbles without fear, he eats and eats and eats, and best of all, he wakes up smiling, and goes to bed at night laughing with so many things to share about his day that I have to build in an extra 30 min chat period at bedtime. As I think about how far he has come in the past year now, there's no way I can describe the depth of gratitude and relief and utter joy that consumes me at random moments when I look at him. The normalcy of day to day life, something I found so monotonous at one point in my life, now brings color and excitement in my day. As for me, since I last posted, I have probably reached the most difficult and broken point of my life emotionally especially after realizing that e...