He's doing great! But... what about me?
N continues to thrive and be doing well. It's been such a source of joy for us to see a little bit of normalcy for him. He's eating, playing, smiling, and we are able to go out and do things with some caution. He's doing incredibly well, but... what about me? This past week, I had a little bit of a scare. While I was driving I experienced some numbness in my limbs and I of course went into panic mode thinking I must be having some kind of heart attack or stroke. A quick phone call to hubby and he assured me that either one was not the case for me. But since then, I've been battling a number of things internally, mentally, physically, emotionally... I found out that my vitamin D level is very low, so that explained the numbness. But what has really shaken me this week is my response to everything that's been going on since then. In looking back, when we went through N's first diagnosis, I handled it fine. Almost too fine. It's like I almost didn'...